To be a wife.

Wife can take a stroll on the beaches with the man belongs to her;

wife can blow out the candles together with her man on his birthday;

wife can count down for the coming new year with that man and wish them be together forever…

wife has the right to talk about future with her husband, beautiful and romantic future.

 

Not to be a wife.

What are you? You are stunning, intelligent and funny. What is she? Married. That is all!!!!

Wife must hate the woman stole her love, the same as the woman hates the wife married the man she loves.

 

But it should not be the battle between those two women. And to some extent, you cannot easily judge: it is that man’s fault.

 

So there is another question: WHO is wrong?

Pitty myself, i have nothing, nothing belongs to me.

where is my house, where is my man, where is my life,

I have nothing, other than dream.

 

终于在post shop拿到礼物了.

一瓶Davidoff Cool Water和一套SPA组合.

而且是放在一个大红色的stocking里面, 好圣诞啊!!! 好喜欢. 今天一天都在笑, 嘴脚一直都上仰.

I am lucky.

在过几天就是圣诞节了, 本来没觉得这个节日会有什么特殊.外国人都关起门来自己家里团聚.我们这写身在异乡的人,融是融不进了.

可是今天回家,

收到一张圣诞节卡片,

还有一份圣诞礼物在post office里面等着我去取.

BIG surprise for my first christmas.and it is really sweet. 激动啊, 还在猜到地是什么.

圣诞节是要有礼物的.

I love it, and I love christmas.

Merry Christmas and safe holiday.

好久不见了大家了, 一约就约到casino.真是名副其实的赌徒.

casino都赢钱.考试都过了.大家都有工打,难得都过的不错.

一起在CITY吃晚饭, 还外加喝酒. 其实大家都有郁闷的事情,不过聚在一起说说会比较好.

生活在这里还是自由的, 自由的经历, 自由的受伤, 自由的思考, 自由的宣泄,自由的倾诉,自由的...

 

当然, 生活还是生活. 回到家, 灯不亮了.一个人乌七马黑的装灯炮...

我在想我自己, 不是想念我自己, 是思考.

我24岁,或者已经是25岁了. 自己觉得自己很年轻.

我在这里混, 除了住的地方比较简陋, 没时间做什么好吃的东西, 其他都觉得还算满足.

我很忙, 读书的时候, 学校, 公司两头跑. 就象跑800米一样.想想就苦三个月, 一个学期就过了.日子过的很快大, 硬撑也要撑下来.

我很无聊, 学校放假的时候, 天天上班.从周一开始就盼周五. 自己象个外星人一样.对周围人的交谈感到很陌生.

ADU刚打电话, 说明天就要回去了, 在Gold Coast过的很开心. 是啊. 想想以前我在GC过的也很开心, 大概每个人去GC都会很开心吧.

赚半个月的钱, 回国holiday十天.管它划算不划算, 妈妈说, 你怎么不爱打电话回家啊, 其实在外面很自由. 回上海,确切的说不是因为想家, 而是因为想朋友. 朋友们都说, "hey, 她回来了".

kim要去看robin williams的live; Charles原来是个美国人, Gary这个朋友简直out of control, Terry卖相不错,Robin居然躲也躲不掉, William的昵称是Bill,

Ginger Beer其实不是beer; Burramudi是一种很好吃的鱼; 金唐很不错,但是要提前定位; FCUK的衣服不算贵,我最爱买的就是hot pants;这里没家上海餐馆好吃;

发觉自己知道的事情还是不少的.

还有,

周日傍晚雨后的CITY最安静最漂亮, 象画一样印在我脑子里.

 

BearingPoint all staff meeting in sydney office was held in a pub by darling harbor.

Actually, i saw that club everytime i went to the harbor, it is really a hot place.

Charles and Robin gave speech with a bottle of beer in hand and no claps here.

 

Yeah, i think we should give Ron some suggestion. Next time the all staff meeting in shanghai should also be more relaxing, rather than serious, with tiger girls delivering food and band playing electronic music. Kool!

i joined in fitness first yesterday.

 

Actually, i signed my contract with them after 10 mins greeting with those sales boys in gym, 10 mins showing me around and 30 mins persuading me to join right now.

 

Kiri, my friend working in fitness first shanghai told me the fee in sydney is the same in shanghai. Unbelieveable,coz here people make 6 times more money than people in China. Crazy world!!!!

 

After work, i went to gym with Aili. She drove me to the nearest fitness first.It is the most dangerous thing in the world for me sitting in her car.

 

I spent 20 mins on running, 20 mins on yoga ( which was for killing somebody) and 20 mins on sauna and steam ( which helps me sleep well).

 

That was fun.

 

 

又看了边The Notebook, 发觉自己就喜欢这样的, 老套爱情片.

这次比上次更糟.上次离开的时候, 就失落了一个晚上, 第二天就好了,

这次, 一直到现在都处于低落状态. 不知道自己要干吗, hate working!

电脑里down着好几部片子, 打发时间用.

好累, 上班就是不动, 坐着都累.

心里面有东西,大概怎么都不舒服.

回家, 吃好饭, 就该睡觉了. 就等明天一早闹钟七点准时响. 生活真是无趣.

roommate嚷嚷着要结婚, 我嚷嚷着我不要结婚. 因为么人求婚, 才嚷嚷不想结婚.

回家把厨房理了理, 太脏.

He used to live in Notting Hill, unbelievable.

老是体会不到LILY说的那种感觉, 哎...是不是我有问题啊???? 要不要去看医生???

脑子太混乱.

想做好多事情, 可惜钱总是不够.

想法到地是多点好呢? 还是少点好???

要去买垫子.

英语太烂, 赶快看书, 提高英语.

发觉自己很擅长写情诗.