today, had lunch with ella and wendy in shopping center.

I had crepe with roast chicken ,chese and avocado. And also lots of sweet chilly and my favourite tomato sauce inside and on the top of it. love it!!!!

I go to lecture, see my classmate and have food with them, i find i go back my life as a real person. That is good, i am happy.sunny! sunny!

today is Robin's birthday, gave him a call.

today is halloween, Happy pumpkin.

today, i created a new name-big hairy striped fish with tomato sauce. Excellent!

 

I used to think i was not greedy, coz i wanna keep it for long time.

But i can not help being greedy. want more and more,  feel bad and ugly.

Now i am a little upset backing to my real world.

my time needs to be filled without any spare for my greedy thinking

I guess it is good in a way to help me out

 

oh, no, cheer up, gracie.

When people fall down on their way, they get right back up and keep on walking.

That is real me.

It is hard to see myself clearly. Maybe i really need a small mirror to face my fear.

 

Happy Birthday to gracie, wish everything goes well with you in Oz.

Received a call from USA this morning and he is the first guy call me for my birthday today.

He will come to see me soon that makes me really happy.

中午和Wendy在shopping centre吃的饭.yummy, yummy. 聊到, 在这里买房是别想了, 买辆车似乎我还负担的起.

下午上课实在困, 刚考好试又是一堆作业摆在眼前,累啊.糟糕的澳洲天气. 好阴好冷.太阳都没, 弄的我好么心情,感觉也不舒服.

回来的路上遇到kelly,robin也打电话来祝贺我, 心情稍微好点.

晚上不知道吃什么, 方便面? 不要把自己搞的那么可怜. cheer up!今晚,煮粥, 做PPT,写作业, 早点睡觉(千万不能生病)!!!

 

昨天37度, 今天21度.我还穿着昨天的hot pants,冷的我zzz

朋友今天来悉尼,所以和他们混.在ashfield吃了中饭后, 去DFO买衣服.三件衣服才花了我25元, 便宜.

然后去了paramatta喝咖啡.把买来的衣服套身上, 于是就是上面毛衣,下面短裤.

晚上在burwood吃的晚饭. 今天从悉尼北区混到西区.

12月头去MEL.

看着自己拍的照片，感觉在城皇庙或者外滩什么地方.不会吧, 我在悉尼啊!

靠, 今天考试开始十分钟,火警响了, 整幢楼的考生全被轰出来.消防员叔叔也真的来了. 大家就开始在外面讨论题目了.真是撅到.

弄到后来根本就连个火苗都没有, 真不知道是不是有人故意按火警.

考完去CITY,本来一个旅行团的人缩减到了四个.不过也好.

跟三个可以冒充白人的人出去!!!!!啊! 我好黑!

 

 

Robin和kelly说,和他们住一起，交400房租,包吃包住还包High Distinction.

哈,两个骗子.

不过现在的确要人来保我的会计,天才会计小王子.SOS拉!

今天考了一门,下周六还有一门.继续拼命.

好久没去看Elean的博了, 好想她啊.记得最后一次和她说话是在机场打电话给她.

走之前一直说要吃饭, 可是就是没时间, 其实好多朋友都是因为这样没有再聚一次.

去她的blog, 听到这首我爱大海, 突然意识到赵咏华这首曾经最爱的歌居然有这么久没听了.

 

"女孩长大以后是否依然快乐"

我不知道, 应该是快乐吧. 我爱大海, 看那波涛卷走我的悲哀.

 

Elean,明年回上海,一定补吃那顿饭. 地方你挑, 单我买.哈

 

 

 

 

没空说什么.

早上听到闹钟响都会自动弹起来,在公车上睡觉.晚上下班回到家,一个小时搞定洗澡,做饭,吃饭,洗碗.然后要看书.

恶性循环两周.

Mid Exam结束, 要和big pet天天混一起.

 

 

 

昨天剪头发, 有人问我,来了一个多月还习惯吗.我说还行.

然后他就说, 那么你下半辈子大概就呆在澳大利亚了. 因为大部分来了说还行的都呆这里了

我突然感觉很奇怪. 问题不是地方, 而是那个''辈子''.

现在应该还没到我用''辈子''来计算居住时间的时候吧. 我还没想过在一个地方呆下半辈子.不管是悉尼,还是上海.

老呆在一个地方, 会不会太无聊?