i was a fireman today.

busy with putting out fire in the work.here, there, everywhere.

it is the first time to feel i was under pressure in work.

everything just came together,

too much for me.

fucking busy, fucking lonely, fucking boring, fucking everything!!!

 

everything used to be in order in shanghai office.

now is messy.

I know why, coz i had Molly, Leon and Horatio to help me out at that time,

but now, i just have myself.  they are still helping me from china, but i guess it is the time i have to grow up myself.

i am ready for the growth pain.

Fireman, Ready, Go!

 

My school holiday ends.

I had dinner with my friends in the china town tonite to celebrate our near-end school holiday, and tomorrow's australian day as well.

We three used to spend lots of time in casino. won some and lost some. This time we moved our place to the restaurant. Coz i said i wanna healthy life to welcome my new semester.

We had good talk and good laugh. We introduced guys and girls to each other for the purpose of marriage,(aka the business contractual marriage) and listened to others dating with "good on paper" guys story.

Sometimes people go to casinos for the same reason they go on blind dates: hoping to hit the jackpot. But mostly, you just wind up broke or alone in a bar

I just found we were still gambling, gambling in life, the bet is ourselves.

 

明天要回去了.

回来这几天, 上海天天下雨, 阴冷的很.实在有点受不了了.搞到现在吃什么都拉肚子.

周五本来要去BBF的, 可是本小姐实在撑不住啊. 虽然盛装出席前面的一部分happy hour, 而且还和我家honey心有灵犀,都穿上老sexy的超短的黑色skirt+长筒皮靴, 但是一杯酒下去, 肚子就开始叫了.

以后还是在上海的夏天去BBF吧, 应该会比较好发挥, 跳的一身大汗, 出来也不会受凉.

sorry,babies, i did not make it friday nite. i will make it in summer:0).

i am back in shanghai.

长途飞行了10个小时后, 终于降落在PVG. 刚从天上看到上海的那刹那, 真是那个激动啊. 好熟悉的地方.

机场爸爸妈妈,叔叔都来接机.妈妈一看到我说我怎么长的和以前不象了? 这个问题其实我自己也发觉.觉得自己和以前长的不太一样了. 大概是黑了和不太吃东西的原因. 在澳大利亚老被人说长的象Dichen, 看她那个精瘦啊.

突然觉得有点不太习惯, 习惯了被外国人包围, 习惯了周围的告示牌都是英文, 习惯了住宅区都是矮矮的house,习惯了国外不论怎么样超市的服务态度总是很好, 回家忘了自己家到底是几0几, 以前的手机号因为5个月没用过被注销了, 连家里的马桶刚坐也不习惯了.

还有一点, 习惯了自由. 突然被父母盯着.怪怪的.

当然, 一吃爸妈做的饭, 什么习惯都没了. 还是在家爽啊.

明天开始撒开了疯了. 别挡着我!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I work hard.

I play hard.

And I have to study harder.

Life is always hard.

I was told i am too energetic.However i really love my "non-stop" life.

Oh, it is not true. I will have my holiday back to china from this thursday,10 days. Probably i should say i love my "limited-stop" life.

haha, you have already figured out, haven't you. I love "sydney-bus" life.

hahahahhahahaha.

在这里, 生活费都自己挣.现在花花还是可以的.

放假的时候就是比上学的时候富有. 放假可以天天上班, 上学每周只能上20小时的班.赚的明显少了.落破啊!!!

不花家里的钱, 说的容易. 可是压力很大.

 

i had a great time on new year eve.

all i wished happened in the end on that nite. i love it.

i will upload the photos of the firework, my friends and me soon.

I love my 2006, really. and 2007 will be awesome also.

 

and my new year resolutions:

talk free with my folks, my aussie friends

pass all my course

live better

have the time of my life smile